Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. Psalm 90:12Yesterday was my birthday. I turned 32. This birthday was different from others. In the past, I would get really sad when my birthday came around. When the number ticked by I would be struck by what I didn't have. … Continue reading Happy Birthday to me!
Adoption
How to Grieve
"You need to grieve". I heard that phrase more than a few times. The problem was, I didn't know how how to grieve. I cried all the time, did that count? How do you grieve for something that you never had? Something that doesn't exist? In recent months I've realized that maybe grieving isn't something … Continue reading How to Grieve
It’s (not) personal
Personal. I’m taking it personally. Which is silly. I know it’s not personal. It’s not like this is happening for any reason. It just is. So why does it feels so personal? I feel like I'm being attacked, called out, specifically chosen to go through this. And that makes me angry. The only one I … Continue reading It’s (not) personal
Voice in Ramah 